sitting still, finally, sweet stillness is here

wow.

*looking around*

can it be?

i'm all alone? no one around? true bis solitude? realising this has my throat all knotted up and suddenly my shoulders doesn't feel so much weight anymore. i think i might just cry.

i've been overwhelmed with everything these past few weeks and mostly with the ongoing stream of people and no moment's break during these days. it was too much where i found myself, at night, tossing and turning or staring out into the dark relieved that no one else is awake and at the same time frustrated from knowing sleep deprivation is a bitch. it comes to the point where you can only just shake your head and let go as you keep on rolling until stillness finds you.

so, my dear ones, this is what i am (well was but still am) doing at the moment as i type out my thoughts,

sweet stillness is here.

yup...feeling the wind on my skin is a blessing.

wish i could say more. lately, im just too tired and at the moment out of words. savoring the breeze has taken all the words and they are now dissolving into nothingness or settling into others.